手術を受けて1年経つそうだけど、どこかしんどいところはありますか?
「特にないわ。快調よ。」(強いて挙げれば、彼女は足に痛みを感じているようでした。)
ここでペンジュラムを使い全身をスキャンし、Mが不調に感じている部位とその程度を10段階評価で調べた所、下記のようになりました。
頭部 10段階で第1段階
胸 (Jによると、Mは一年前に心臓と肋骨に腫瘍ができて手術をした。)
右前肢(前腕骨から下) 10段階で第4段階
右後肢(下腿骨から下)
"Nowhere special. I am in excellent condition." (If I insist to tell, it seems that she has pain in her leg.)
At this point, I scanned entire body using pendulum and searched her parts where she was feeling bad and level as rating 10 steps, then the result as following.
The head Step 1 out of 10
The breast (According to J, M had tumors in heart and ribs a year ago and had surgery.)
The right forefoot(lower than antebrachial bones) Step 4 out of 10
The right hindlimb(lower than lower leg bone)
"Nothing, I am fine" (When you come right down to it, she feels that her leg in pain.
therefore, we use Pendulum to scan all of her body, we do a search by rate on a scale of one to ten, the result as below.
First level in the rate of a scale of one to ten:
Chest (As for J, M had operetion for growth between heart and coatal bone.)
Right forefoot (it under from forearem bone.) fourth stage in the rate of a scale of one to ten.
Right hind leg (it under from crural interosseous.)
"Nowhere in particular. I'm in excellent coditions." (It seemed that if her leg was raised by force, she could feel pain.)
At this point I scanned M's whole body using a pendulum and I felt that M was in bad conditions, so I examined to what degree on a 1 to 10 scale. Here's what I got.
Head: 1 out of 10
Chest (According to J, one year ago M had to undergo surgery to the heart and ribs for a tumor.)
Right forefeet (from the forearm bone down) 4 out of 10
Left hindlimbs (from the lower legbone down)
最近、足の調子はどんな感じがしているか、教えてくれる?
「大丈夫。平気よ。Jは心配しすぎ。」(とても意志のはっきりとした、強いエネルギーを感じました。)
お散歩の距離が短くなったのは、足が痛いせいですか?
「少し疲れやすくなったけれども、手術のせいじゃないわ。とにかく心配しないで。」
咳がたまに出て最近寝る時間が長くなったそうだけど、体がしんどいからなのですか?
「そうね。でも、しんどいっていうほどでもないわ。私はとっても元気よ!」
"They are okay. I am fine. J is worrying too much." (I felt strong energy with clear intentions)
Is is because of the pain in your legs that you are taking a walk shorter than before?
" I feel tired much easier than before. But it has noting to do with the operation I had. So, do not worry. "
Is it because of your tired body that you sometimes cough, and that recently your sleep gets longer?
"It is. But it is not like I am exhausted. I am very fine!"
"I am all right. No problem. J worries me too much." (I felt very clear, strong energy.)
Is it because of your leg pain that your walking distance become short?
"I become to feel tired easily but it is not because of the surgery. Don't worry anyway."
I heard that you cough occasionally and sleep longer recently than before, is it because you don't feel well?
"Well, yeah. But not that much hard. I am very fine!"
"It's okay. I feel fine. J worries too much." (I felt very recognizeable thoughts and strong energy.)
Is it because your leg hurts that your walks have become shorter?
"I get tired a little more easily, but it's not because of the operation. Anyway don't worry."
Sometimes you cough and recently you sleep for a longer span of time; is it because you feel tired?
"It's true. But I wouldn't say I feel tired. I'm totally okay!"
Jからメッセージがあります。「体のために、お散歩のときも家の中でも、なるべくおだやかにすごそうね。」(Mならできますよ、と言って、いつもなら興奮する場面でおだやかにしているMを、沢山なでてほめているJの映像を送りました。
また、エネルギーが有余って、ほとばしる感覚、そのエネルギーがおだやかなものに変わるのをイメージして、Mに送りました。)
(And also, I send the footage that including the meaning telling image which shows changing from overflowing feeling which due to too much force become gentleness.)
Also, I told to M that when she feels she's got too much energy welling inside of her she should imagine that energy being changed into something quiet.)
また、「体に触れるのは、JがMの体調を知る上でとっても大事な事なの。だから、ちゃんとお利口さんにして触れさせてくれると嬉しいな」との事です。
「Jは心配して触りすぎ。しょっちゅう確認して1日に何回も触るんだもの。それが嫌で怒っちゃうの。」という声が聞こえました。検診のために体に触れるのは週1回位にしてほしいそうです。それから、触れる前に一言声をかけてほしい、という感覚も受け取りました。(Jいわく、最近は隙あらば、という感じで声をかけずにいきなりMに触ることが多かった。)
I heard her voice, "J worries and touches me too much. She touches me numerous times a day to check me. I get mad because I don't like it." She prefers that you touches her to check her body about once a week. And I received the feeling that she want you to make her know before you touches her. (According to J, she mostly touches M without any warning when she has any chance to touch her, recently.)
I have heard the voice saying "J is worrying too much. She touch me so many time in a day to check. I get upset because I do not like this. " She said she want to reduce the amount of the checking to something like once a week. Also, I sense the feeling that she want her to talk to her before touching. (According to J, recently it was many occasions that she was touching M without talking to her anytime she can. )
I heard a voice that said: "J touches me too much, because she's worried. She touches me many times a day, constantly checking me. It's unpleasant and I get angry." It seems she wants you to touch her for physical examination just once a week. And then, before touching her, she wants you to at least say something. That's what I could understand. (For some reasons, recently it happens a lot that when J has the opportunity, she suddenly starts to touch M without saying anything.)
Jが、「これからも元気で楽しい事たくさんしようね。まいちゃん大好き。いつもありがとう。」と言っています。
「(うふっと笑顔で)こう見えても、Jの面倒を見ているのはあたしなのよ♪」(Mの嬉しそうな、誇らしそうな、でもちょっぴり照れた感覚を受け取りました。)
"(She chuckles) I may not look like it, but I am the one who taking care of J♪"(I received the feeling of M, seems happy and proud but little bit self‐conscious.)
"(chuckling with a smiling face) Despite what it looks like, it's me who's in your care!♪" (I got the feeling of a happy, pround but a bit embarassed M.)
最後に、Jにお伝えしたいことがあったら、教えてくれますか?
J、私もあなたが大好きよ。私があなたの所に来たのは、あなたが強くなるのをサポートするためなの。言いたい事をはっきりと、やりたいことをはっきとさせて、それに向かっていってちょうだい。私はいつでもあなたをサポートしているから。
I love you too, J. I came to you to support you to be strong. Make what you want to say and what you want to do clear and go for it. I am always supporting you.
J, I love you too. The reason why I came to you is to support you and to make you strong. When there's something you want to say, just say it and when there's something you want to do, show me. Try to face all that. You know I'll always be supporting you.