私はNO131Upright Clubmossのエッセンスを通して3つの体験をしました。
一つは、エッセンスを摂取し始めて3日目の朝、起床と同時に誰かの魂と和解したような
気持ちになりました。そして瞑想したのち、ある女性と和解した事に気づきました。
12年前に私は彼女にとても不愉快な想いをさせてしまいました。ある事で彼女をとても傷付けてしまいました。それが許された気がしました。それが本当かどうかは分かりませんが、とても清々しい気持ちになった朝でした。
The first one was one morning 3 days after I first took the essence, I felt that I have re-conciliated with someone else's spirit at the time I woke up. Then, after my meditation, I felt that I have re-conciliated with this woman. 12 years ago, I had left her very unpleasant memories. That time, I have hurt her very deeply. I felt she had forgiven me. I am not sure whether that was true or not, but that morning I felt very relieved.
そして二つ目は小学生から中学一年まで、私は一人の男性からいじめを受けていました。
(彼はもう亡くなってこの世にはいません。)彼が夢に出てきて私に暴力を振るうのです。
私は耐えきれず、「お母さーん」と叫びました。そこで夢は終わりましたが、目が覚めたら身体がぐったりして起き上がれませんでした。時間と共に回復していきましたが、私のオーラの中に焦げ付いていたものがヒーリングにより剥がされたのだと思いました。この件に関しては、自分なりに浄化してきたつもりでしたが、まだ残っていたのでしょう。
I couldn't stand it anymore, and I ended up screaming, "Mother!" Then the dream ended, but I felt tired and couldn't get back. With the passage of time, I gradually recovered, but what had been burned in my aura was peeled off by the healing. I thought I had cleansed this issue myself, but it had remained there.
He would come out in my dreams and do harm to me. When I could not bear it anymore, I shouted "mom!". The dream ended there, but when I opened my eyes, my body felt really tired and I could not rise from the bed. I was able to recover in time, but I thought that what was burnt and stuck in my aura was pulled out through healing. For this matter, though I intended to clean it on my own, it may still be around.
そして最後の体験ですが、私はRite of Six Moons に参加するのは二度目です。
英語の難しさに投稿は断念しましたが、どうしても続けたくて二度目の参加です。
二年前に体験した事も同じように夢でのヒーリングでした。過去に苦手な人や嫌だなと思っていた人が沢山出てきたのですが、その人たちが皆良い人になっていたのです。私の心はリセットされました。Upright Clubmossは私の過去の対人関係をヒーリングしてくれたのだと思いました。
I gave up on the submission because understanding English was difficult for me. But I still wanted to continue it so that was my 2nd participation.
When I participated in it two years ago, it was also a healing experience from my dream. I had many people whom I was not comfortable with or unhappy with in the past. But in the dream, they were so nice to me. So my feelings for them reset since then. I thought the Upright Clubmoss has helped me heal my past uncomfortable relationships with people.
Due to my difficulty in expressing myself in English I gave up contributing, but no matter what I do, I wanted to continue and to participate for the second time. For I had a dream of healing which was the same as what I had experienced two years ago. Though my dream was full of people from the past that were not good to me and I disliked, everyone became very kind there. My heart had been reset. I felt that Clubmoss healed my past relationships with the others.