Translator Reviews ( Japanese → English )

Japanese

なんてキーワードが頭の片隅にチラつくだけで負け確定なんだと気が付くのに２年もかかった

「　もうすべて放り出して　どこかに就職しよう・・・　」

家族が寝静まった住宅兼事務所で天井を見上げたまま　時間ばかりが過ぎていった

なんかもう　涙もでてこない

今この場所から逃げ出したい

ただ それだけ

「　逃げ出す以外に方法ないだろ？　」

「　逃げるのも勇気だよ　」

そう思ってた　毎日

朝から晩まで

English

It took me two years to realize that even contemplating such a keyword was indicating my failure.
"I should just give everything up and apply for a job somewhere..."
Time just ticked away as I looked up at the ceiling of my home-turned-office, now quiet with my family asleep.
Tears didn't flow anymore.
I just wanted to get away from this place.
"There's nothing I can do than to run, right?"
"Walking away is also another form of courage,"
I told myself every day.
From morning till night.