再び上司に救済を求めメールしました
彼に対しての苦しみ・ストレスが限界で体調が崩れてきた為
午前中、上司の配慮で太郎を連れて、私の所にスキャナーインストールするお仕事を与えにくる。その時上司より、「今日から太郎が色々教えていくからね?大丈夫?かなこさん?」と、言って頂く。もしかしたらその日から徐々に状況が変わっていく様な希望もみえた。職場環境が良くなるのはもちろん良い事だけれど、長年、太郎に苦しめられた気持ちを本人に伝えられぬまま、状況がただ変わるのも段々悔しい気持ちになった.
I sent an e-mail to my boss again for asking help.
I was not feeling well with pain and stress at maximum for him.
In the morning, my boss was considerate. He came to me with Taro to give him the work of installing the scanner.
He said, "Taro is going to teach many things from today. Are you all right, Kanako?"
I thought that the situation was getting changed gradually from that day. It is good that the work environment is getting better. However, I feel regrettable that only the situation changes without conveying the feeling to Taro that I had been harassed by him for a long time.
「突然、今まで何もなかった様な顔で教えられても困ります」と過去の苦しみを伝えると、
「わかるわかる、それは謝る。傷つけてしまったならそれは謝る」と言われ、1時間近く話しが出来た。
申立てから1週間様子を見ましたが、月森さんがわざと私の後ろで他の方と話していたり、一言も私に依然話しかけない等
“It puzzles me that you are telling me as if nothing has happened,” I told him of my experience of suffering in the past.
“I know, I know. I am sorry about that. Let me apologize to you if I have hurt you,” he replied. And we talked for about an hour.
A week has passed since I filed a claim, and Ms. Tsukimori still keeps purposely standing behind me and talking with other people or ignoring me completely.