Translator Reviews ( Japanese → English )
Rating: 52 / Native Japanese / 0 Reviews / 08 Dec 2012 at 02:07
「その人は自分のことを何もわかっていない」と自分を納得させても、頭の片隅にその人の言葉が残り、「自分は変わった。」という確信が、ただの自分の暗示ではないかと思えてくる。やはり自分が変わったからには周りの人間にも変わったと言われたいのが本音だ。しかし、現実はそううまくいかない。世の中での「私」という存在位置やキャラクターはそう簡単には変えられない。私もいつも自分を変えたいと思う。私はいつもどんなときも自分の事がそんなに好きではない。
Although I convince myself saying "That person doesn't understand anything about me", the words spoken by that person remain in the back of my head and it appears to me that my assurance "I have changed" may just be my self-suggestion. Honestly, if I changed, I want people around me to tell me that I changed as well. However, reality doesn't work that way. The existance and position of "I" in this world and my character cannot be changed so easily. I always want to change myself. I always, no matter what happens, do not like myself that much.